I can hear the frustration in your “voice”, Bistinelv. One of the great things about a community like this is that when you are feeling negative, there are others here who listen and “get it”. That doesn’t mean you’re negative all the time!
We’re glad you’re here, so vent away. Someone will hear you and “get it”, and who knows, maybe they will write a few encouraging words. You’d do the same for them, wouldn’t you?
Take care and let us know how you’re doing.
Seenie from Modsupport (part of the Modsupport team)
PS Lower back fusion? I had one of those (L4/5) in February, and I was dreading it. Six months later, I have quality of life I thought was gone forever. It’s amazing. Neck and back pain can’t be helping your heart symptoms, either. Maybe when they do a work up for the surgery they will get to the bottom of the heart thing. Hope!